Monday, September 14, 2009

truant truths

Mood...: [ 2]
Feelin...: [ semi-aware ]
Thinkin...: [ life-turning events ]
Watchin...: [ -- ]
Readin...: [ -- ]
Lissenin...: [ -- ]
Displayin...: [ purple t, huge dark-blue shorts ]
Doin...: [ "thinking" would be the answer... but my mind's too idle for its own good ]
Quotin...: [ "--" ]

i guess i have plenty of things to think through right now.
i never liked making people suffer... make them in pain.. much less, cry.
when you make someone you care about, and who probably cares about you more than you care about them, or at least in an equal term, you just GOTTA do some serious thinking about your current life-style.

my mom woke me up this morning... she was really upset.
we talked.. well.. she talked for about 20 minutes.
i just listened, trying to absorb anything she said.. but her crying was so much, it was hard for me to concentrate on most of what she said.

one thing's certain tho'.
my life's gonna change a LOT as of today, like it or not.
i can't live as a vegetable forever... selfishly absorbing resources around me.
i don't have roots. i have legs. wings too large to catch the dust that lands on it.
i must learn to use them both if i'll ever survive this harsh world we all live in, human or not.

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